Now Playing: Beast of Burden, The Stones. Of course. A post about Brian Wilson is nearly ready. Pages long. I cried yesterday. And today. I listened to the songs. But Iâm not ready. Not yet. In the meantime, I left Word Raccoon unsupervised, and she found such naughty things to do. I kept trying toContinue reading “Sacred Mutual Art Portal, DO NOT IGNORE⢔
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I Get the Snickers! Multiple Happy Endings
Word Raccoon woke me up about 1:30 this morning. âWhere. Are. My. Earrings??â She shouted. She kept me up until after three with her nonsense. Not only did she accuse me of earring theft, which, I was the one who ordered them, sweet writing wreck, but I was pretty disappointed myself not to know whereContinue reading “I Get the Snickers! Multiple Happy Endings”
Word Raccoon and the Case of the Missing Earrings (and Missing Poems)
(Also missing, inexplicably? Some of the letters for the above poster. But whatever.) Now Playing: Hide and Seek. (See title.) Okay, Iâve done it now. Word Raccoon is not speaking to me because I HAVE MISPLACED HER PINK POM POM EARRINGS. We went to find them this morning. They are nowhere to be found. WhatâsContinue reading “Word Raccoon and the Case of the Missing Earrings (and Missing Poems)”
âShe feels in italics and thinks in CAPITALS.â â H.J.
Now Playing: Layla, Claptonâs acoustic version âHe gave a melancholy sigh and stood looking at her a moment, with his hands behind him, giving short nervous shakes to his hunting-crop. âDo you know Iâm very much afraid of it â of that remarkable mind of yours?âââ Henry James, The Portrait of a Lady Likewise, Mr.Continue reading “âShe feels in italics and thinks in CAPITALS.â â H.J.”
Keep Your Hands and Feet Inside the Ride Until It Comes to a Complete Stop
Now Playing: Dinosaur, Adrian Belew Friends, thank you for your patience as I process my motherâs death and burial. This series is almost at its end for now. I think. I hope. I honestly had no idea Iâd write about all this. But maybe Iâm doing it to help myself process her passing. My fatherContinue reading “Keep Your Hands and Feet Inside the Ride Until It Comes to a Complete Stop”
Eyeball the Mustard
Funeral Dinner Baked Beans Did you know grief has potluck recipes? Iâm sure it has many. This was just the one I made. ⢠4 cans Bushâs Baked Beans (undrained, unlike your tear ducts right now) ⢠1 package of bacon ⢠Yellow mustard (??) ⢠1 medium onion ⢠3-ish tablespoons brown sugar PreheatContinue reading “Eyeball the Mustard”
You Had Only to Come and See Me
âI was there. You had only to come and see me.â Isabel Archer, Portrait of a Lady Word Raccoonâs Log: 6:47 AM, My Sunporch. Wearing: Pity the Fool. Itâs a robe. With a backstory. Hold your horses. Playing: âLandslide.â But not in the sad way. Not really. At least not this morning. Last night IContinue reading “You Had Only to Come and See Me”
The Brave Little Blogger
Ooh, look who slept till 6:30. Good on me. (I hate that phrase for no reason, but Iâm keeping it.) The day stretches out in front of me.Chores, sure, weâve covered that.Coffee or Coke Zero soon. Please, God. On todayâs crucial to-do list: So far, my brain, currently emperor of this body, has not deignedContinue reading “The Brave Little Blogger”
My Heart as a To-Do List Or, I Said I Wasnât Going to Poem Today (Reader, I Lied)
Now Playing: âInto the Mystic,â Van Morrison. My to-do list leading up to Momâs service on Saturday is shrinking. Finally. (I should say this is just my portion of the list. Other family members have done as much and more.) Momâs obituary? Published. Poem written for the memorial cards? Check.Notifying family and friends? Done.Trying toContinue reading “My Heart as a To-Do List Or, I Said I Wasnât Going to Poem Today (Reader, I Lied)”
Iâm Taking the Corn
Trigger warning: this post discusses my motherâs homegoing in detail, as well as my sometimes-nonsensical grief reactions. Read with care. Not listening to anything today but the birds. Hubby is tending to the playlist for my motherâs funeral, so I think Iâll leave the music to him for now. We lost my mom. She wasContinue reading “Iâm Taking the Corn”